Monday, December 10, 2012

3. close

I paid.
For the food, I mean.
God knows I've been paying ever since.

We sit. We pray. We eat.

I know she suspects me,
But I can't bring myself to explain.
To give reason.
For her to know.

I start.
I know she can't be taking it
As well as she is.
Can her dry eyes possibly be
Sincere?

I begin to explain.
For hours, it seems.

Reason after reason.
But none of substance.
She knows that.

The reasons don't matter,
I have done it
Regardless.

I have torn her apart.


Even now, I struggle
To assemble the pieces--

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